Thursday, October 06, 2005, 10:50 PM
Pardon the content for today's post as im jus goin to speak out my mind today..i realli cant control le....firstly duno is happening to tis blogger..jus now blog such a long post but got error..have to post agn...so post agn now,but make it short....recently im realli in a foul mood..the exams already stress me alot AND now i got so much family matters...both now jobless,everyday sit at home nag and nag at me....jus for today..my mum ordered my to buy magazine and dinner for her...and i was already severely scolded by her while on my way back home from zy hse...but i still make the effort to look for that magazine..but nowhere to be seen...and i missed 2 buses because of that..running around heartland look for that bloody ass magazine....in the end , jus walk home after searching so many shops...and wtf? met a lunatic in the lift when im on my way home,kept talking to me,how i wish to tell him to get the hell out of my sight..reached home still got scolded by my mum for never buy that magazine......den keep on saying she in the bad mood..she tink only she in the bad mood ar??? fucking moron....den wad realli makes me unhappy is this...nice to ppl,ppl dun giv a damn abt it,instead backstabbed me....making remarks abt me in wadever fucking profile or twisting the sentence in msn...steal my things..hacked my accounts....all the fuck your had done...FUCK OFF TO HELL TO ALL THESE MORONS !! nvm..jus wish someone will be able to comfort me or console me or even jus able to talk to me...BUT there is NO ONE !! i noe i didnt make the effort to call u today...is my fault..already said sorry to u..but u end up sayin all those stuffs...u realli hurts me..my tears jus drop down when i saw ur msg....haix...wad else i can do?? SCREW THE WORLD !! why let me born to tis bloody ass world? fucking family,looked down by others...poor academic..make use by others........haix..can someone understand and console me?
